Say Goodbye to Crazy

Paxil. 10mgs once daily.

I have finally given in and joined the ranks of the medicated. After struggling with panic attacks and depression for the past 18 years and trying everything available (herbal remedies, balancing, therapy, calming techniques) I have decided it's time to take that next step.

Let the healing begin. . .

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